It's not easy to change. You struggle. Keep fighting and arguing with your own self. Fitrah nak yang baik, nafsu nak yang nampak seronok tapi besar padahnya. This occur when you let Allah be your second intention and Dunya as a primary goal. You know that Allah is the creator, the planner, the most powerful and you said you believe in Allah but your action shows in another way. We read Al-Fatihah 5x a day during our solah, do we really understand the meaning of the surah? So, as a small step to change toward better muslimin and muslimah, try to memorize the meaning of each surah that you always recite during solah. There is one ayat in surah Al ikhlas (I frequently recite this surah during my prayer) makes me realize that betapa bodohnya diri ini padahal hari2 Allah dah beritahu and I baca ayat tu berulang2 kali without understand the meaning of it. It is the second ayat of surah Al-Ikhlas; which means Allah tempat meminta segala sesuatu. Everything you want, everything you feel you want to share, when you sad,happy,alone, you MUST ask Allah. He mentioned it already. Butanya aku.
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