Am I?

Alhamdulilah. Today, all things run smoothly. Our group presentation got the highest mark although there are too many question to be answered AND the questions are ask directly to me since the questions are related with my part. Alhamdulilah again, I able to answer all of the question.Honestly,  I don't know how suddenly all the ideas came to my mind. Its all because of HIM. Thank you Allah.

Alhamdulilah again when I found that my carry marks for mid term exam,assignment and report is quite good. I never suspect to get that kind of marks. I do the assignment last minute, study last minute for the midterm paper and same goes with the report. Thank you Allah. But, I start to ponder with all this hikmah and rezeki, is it a istidraj for me? I do less effort but I get all these rezeki.

What is istidraj?

Rasullulah s.a.w. bersabda :" Apabila kamu melihat bahawa Allah Taala memberikan nikmat kepada hambanya yang selalu membuat maksiat (durhaka), ketahuilah bahawa orang itu telah diistidrajkan oleh Allah SWT ". 

(Diriwayatkan oleh At-Tabrani, Ahmad dan Al-Baihaqi).

Ya Allah, selamatkanlah aku dari istidraj. Lindungilah aku, hambamu yang selalu alpa dan lalai ini.

Sometimes it last in love but sometimes....

Recently, I had fall in love with Adele's song; Someone like you..I hear the song every day,every single free time I had and keep repeating the song until I don't know how many time exactly I hear her song. I got so in touch with the lyric especially with the chorus part.

Never mind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me

I begged
 I remember you said

Sometimes it last in love but sometimes it hurts instead.

Is all about a love between a girl and a boy. Her ex BF had married already with other girl. Lesson from this song are:

- Let bygones be bygones

-If you truly love someone, you'll always pray for the best for him/her. Don't hold a grudge.

- "Sometimes it last in love but sometimes it hurts instead" So true! 

-Love between human may break your heart sometimes but in love with Allah and Prophet will never break your heart dear..

-Love our Creator not the creation. 

p/s: Reminder for myself and my dearies reader :)

Forgive me

Kadang -kadang bila bergurau senda dgn kawan-kawan, disebabkan terlalu asyik bergurau atau pun dah selalu sangat bergurau..kita tak sedar yang gurauan kita da melampau such as we making fun of her or him in front of other people. Paling dahsyatnye, bila it becomes our habit yg memang da macam sebati dgn diri kita. Tiap kali jumpa je, we do the same thing. do it again and again until at one point our friend,dah tak boleh sabar dipermainkan macam tu. ha! bila dah kene sembur, baru tersedar. Ya Allah, what have I done? I hurt my friend's  heart. Don't wait too long to apologize when we do mistakes and never repeat the mistakes again. A good friend will say bad thing about you in front of you (face to face) just to make you realize your mistake but fake friend talk behind you.

Dear LOVE

Tiada yang kekal kecuali DIA

Yang buruk itu takkan kekal buruk selama-lamanya

dan yang cantik itu takkan kekal cantik selama-lamanya

Yang baik itu takkan kekal baik selama-lamanya

dan yang jahat itu takkan kekal jahat selama-lamanya.

Yang kaya itu takkan kekal kaya selama-lamanya

dan yang miskin itu takkan kekal miskin selama-lamanya.

Tiada apa yang kekal didunia yang sementara ini kecuali

Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa

Jangan lah kau keji hambanya yang berbuat dosa

kerna pengakhiran itu lebih baik dari permulaannya.

Mungkin hari ini kau rasa dirimu mulia tapi di akhirat 

mungkin dirimu dipandang hina.

Dan mungkin hari ini kau rasa dirimu jijik dengan dosa tapi diakhirat

mungkin dirimu disambut gembira kerna taubatmu sebenar-benar taubat.

ingatlah wahai diriku dan dirimu

Katakanlah," Wahai hamba-hamba Ku yang melampau batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri!

JANGANLAH KAMU BERPUTUS ASA DARI RAHMAT ALLAH. SESUNGGUHNYA

ALLAH MENGAMPUNI DOSA-DOSA SEMUANYA.Sungguh Dialah Yang Maha Pengampun Lagi Maha Penyayang." (Az-zumar,53)

U-Turn

After months I stop swimming, yesterday my friends and  I went to our new swimming pool. SOOOOO EXCITED! without doing any warm up, Terus terjun ok. then, I swam until I felt my heart want to explode. Then, on the way to the car after changing our clothes, I was blackout. Fortunately, my friends was there to hold me. After take a sip of water and one choclairs, everything back to normal.hehe. Hypoglycemia maybe plus low BP.  Ok, skip that part. Last night I've a date with catriona ross and ustaz ridhwan. The talk entitled "U-TURN".

A very meaningful talk and sooo much advises I got from it. Here I listed down some of the messages:

• Take care of our heart. Baik hati orang itu, baik lah jasadnya. Rosak hatinya, rosak la jasadnya. As Catriona said, kalau hati sudah rosak, actually you're nothing. NOTHING.
• Dont be harsh to others, always and always be careful with our tongue. 
• Islam itu terhijab dengan muslim. 
• Isilah diri ini dengan ilmu. Learning is a continuous process.

This is the dialog between catriona ross and her friend. It still stuck in my mind. 

Friend : What happen to you? Why do you change?

Cat : Because I feel Allah loves me.

Friend: How do you know Allah loves you?

Cat : Because He gave me my leg back to be able to walk and a chance to have a baby. So, I need to do something as a return. and my aim is that, bila di padang mahsyar nanti, I want to run to our prophet Muhammad s.aw and said, I had follow your sunnah,all the messages that you left for us. I want him to be proud of me.

Friend : (bergenang airmatanya)

I was holding my tears when she talked about this. What a great da'wah she had done. I love you Kak Cat. may Allah always bless you and your family.

Segumpal daging

Gelisah, resah , tak tenang , serba salah

Akal dipinggirkan,

Nafsu diagungkan,

Iman berkurangan,

Hati semakin sakit,

Moga ia kembali sihat,

Jangan lah engkau mati wahai hati.