Dear LOVE

Tiada yang kekal kecuali DIA

Yang buruk itu takkan kekal buruk selama-lamanya

dan yang cantik itu takkan kekal cantik selama-lamanya

Yang baik itu takkan kekal baik selama-lamanya

dan yang jahat itu takkan kekal jahat selama-lamanya.

Yang kaya itu takkan kekal kaya selama-lamanya

dan yang miskin itu takkan kekal miskin selama-lamanya.

Tiada apa yang kekal didunia yang sementara ini kecuali

Allah Yang Maha Berkuasa

Jangan lah kau keji hambanya yang berbuat dosa

kerna pengakhiran itu lebih baik dari permulaannya.

Mungkin hari ini kau rasa dirimu mulia tapi di akhirat 

mungkin dirimu dipandang hina.

Dan mungkin hari ini kau rasa dirimu jijik dengan dosa tapi diakhirat

mungkin dirimu disambut gembira kerna taubatmu sebenar-benar taubat.

ingatlah wahai diriku dan dirimu

Katakanlah," Wahai hamba-hamba Ku yang melampau batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri!

JANGANLAH KAMU BERPUTUS ASA DARI RAHMAT ALLAH. SESUNGGUHNYA

ALLAH MENGAMPUNI DOSA-DOSA SEMUANYA.Sungguh Dialah Yang Maha Pengampun Lagi Maha Penyayang." (Az-zumar,53)

U-Turn

After months I stop swimming, yesterday my friends and  I went to our new swimming pool. SOOOOO EXCITED! without doing any warm up, Terus terjun ok. then, I swam until I felt my heart want to explode. Then, on the way to the car after changing our clothes, I was blackout. Fortunately, my friends was there to hold me. After take a sip of water and one choclairs, everything back to normal.hehe. Hypoglycemia maybe plus low BP.  Ok, skip that part. Last night I've a date with catriona ross and ustaz ridhwan. The talk entitled "U-TURN".

A very meaningful talk and sooo much advises I got from it. Here I listed down some of the messages:

• Take care of our heart. Baik hati orang itu, baik lah jasadnya. Rosak hatinya, rosak la jasadnya. As Catriona said, kalau hati sudah rosak, actually you're nothing. NOTHING.
• Dont be harsh to others, always and always be careful with our tongue. 
• Islam itu terhijab dengan muslim. 
• Isilah diri ini dengan ilmu. Learning is a continuous process.

This is the dialog between catriona ross and her friend. It still stuck in my mind. 

Friend : What happen to you? Why do you change?

Cat : Because I feel Allah loves me.

Friend: How do you know Allah loves you?

Cat : Because He gave me my leg back to be able to walk and a chance to have a baby. So, I need to do something as a return. and my aim is that, bila di padang mahsyar nanti, I want to run to our prophet Muhammad s.aw and said, I had follow your sunnah,all the messages that you left for us. I want him to be proud of me.

Friend : (bergenang airmatanya)

I was holding my tears when she talked about this. What a great da'wah she had done. I love you Kak Cat. may Allah always bless you and your family.